to be saved...

to be truly luv'd... damn what a thought... to have someone so in tuned with life in its own as time has no cost... simply beautiful as depths are shown... as lost is the imagination of a saddened mind escaping the past... so much for once lived... never to be again... gone too fast... leaving a chip... no longer fans... so it's to figure out what's next... drifting away from what was... still felt in certain places within the chest... no longer believing in trust... oh the visions that come from day dreams... twisting reality... focusing on a more mental estate... going through faces wanting to be friends with insecurities... as the tongue doesn't feel their name... to be card for... wouldn't it be nice.?. to have someone jus wanting a lil bit more... as enough jus ain't what resides... needing an everyday type of unity.... damn it's been some time since the heart caved... jus one real opportunity... to be saved... as the memory reminds days goin without being touched... opening holes within to bury pieces that never fit... lusts bound to desires that cripples bodies flush... lost in the pits... yet, if use could be found... hope might redefine life's purpose to give... but how.?. the torment of self can't get past the endless rib... so in tuned with grins on the run... falling into a safety net... hiding from the inevitable rush... loosing up for what's considered as ones best...  jus to be in sync with another... off in paradise not wanting to return... grinding with the perfect luv'r... accepting the connections worth...