honesty holds the tongue as self prepares to stare life down without a luv that fell through... changing the devotion the swings back around to feel expression switch intent on the move... finding a loss to eventually be a gain losing dead weight that tagged along for we allowed it to hold us down... redirecting pleasures from being betrayed to living with a new sense of acceptance as we flip upwards the dismissal of frowns... having words left chewed that never found the breath to carry them into thin air... n it's bcuz it jus doesn't fuckin matter to speak on the bs that left us mid sentence saying ilu as they never truly cared... correcting how we fell into a trap we now know exists as the game can be seen from so far away expecting to ease on in to the texture of our hearts... not knowing we forced the issue once before n found depths hacked to bits by a friend that was supposed to leave a different kinda mark... all the while not once telling others of their deepest secrets yet hearing the bashing of use falling outta the purpose to luv em anymore... having more respect for self than the ever felt to consider as the one person that refused to hurt them for points scored... as it hurt to let go of what we thought was the answer to wonders that came back around in disbelief... drifting inward into lost dreams relived for some time as if the confusion claimed realities relentless need... the unheard moans built character within as we realize they were to ready us fr who it is to come strolling along... glad to place them into new memories we can keep for a lifetime of joy jus waiting to belong...
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