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Saturday, June 29, 2019

wanting to come back to life...

words don't come so easily when speaking of luv... the feel changed some time ago back when i enjoyed to be touched... since then nothing is felt quite like the same... everything's different n i, well, refuse to stare at anyone's face... i'm not sure what happened along the way but it's difficult to open up... as conversations are anything but emotional so i don't havta admit truths n such... to say the least i have crossed over n jus wanna fall... face down to enjoy how soft the land would come to my call... whispering my name from a set of lips that awaken me once again... body felt by the most tenderized set of hands... but my tongue is bit for reasons i can't remember anymore... i'm ready to come through the seams to bust loose from my core... to hang out for a turn at a few sighs that hold on to a moment shared in the middle of a perfect night...
losing track of time n forgetting everything that;s gone wrong in life... for a chance to use the remains of me built up... to go with the expression reaching for the rush... yet, when i attempt to take an interest i bail the fuck out quick... n i truly makes after the fact sick... lips ain't free to say what the mind is thinking n it's getting old... the edge has dulled n my delivery sounds like nothing more than a friend standing as a frozen bur so cold... watching days get behind memories never made... for some reason i drift when it comes to connecting with the heat wanting to be untamed... damn, what's gotten in to me.?. this illusion of free isn't what i remember as that long lost dream... fading beneath the lights with nowhere else to go but home... to hear the sounds that send vibes that ain't jus moans... as fingertips moving slow create a smile worth a chuckle... with eyes the forever remain humble... dusting off the dust that hides an honest use... but i cannot find the letters to form sentences that tells another of how i wanna come unglued...

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