pick me.!. pick me.!. i never get to go first... even though i beg to be punished... pretend for me that i have a worth... oh, please let it be me... i'll make myself look so damn foolish... for u i'll be dumb n desperate... no matter how many times it takes i'm ur nudest... to serve ur every thought... i don't want u to go... i plead for u to stay... i'll do anything if i can have u alone... i see u in my head... u feel u in my heart... i need my crown... lemme play my part... use me to ur pleasures... come n go as u wish... take full advantage of me... jus don't take away ur lips... life without u i cannot face... there's no other i want more... it's hard for me to walk tall... ur ripping out my core... i'm weak... n i hurt... i'm all fucked up... n behind u i lurk... chasing ur every move... following wherever u may go... jealous of others in ur life... i jus want u to come home... hate me if u must... treat me like shit... dig into my depths n call me names... in my face jus spit... show everyone how irrelevant i can be... give me nothing to trust... wish me dead... bcuz it's u i luv... i'm nothing i know... an after thought to u... n i don;t care about myself at all... for i give into the abuse... u can destroy my self esteem... cheat n betray me... i'll be ur piece of shit... losing my own mind for i need not think... my thirst is real... my devotion unmatched... help me hold on... even though i've been had... mistreated i am... broken for life... u make me feel incomplete... when i ain't by ur side... n even though i fear what u can do... i'm shallow n want u around... the other girls don't matter... yet i'm not even a sound that slips from ur mouth.... fuck me.!. i'll get on my knees... to obey ur every command... for u i will forever weap... so make me cry... at least give me that... torture me in ways i will never recover... jus don't ever throw me into ur past...
this was written about a woman who refuses to let go of someone who doesn't give a fuck about her...
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