would u like to know more.?.

would u mind me if i became a part of ur life.?.

it's something i need to ask due to no ones been real enough to mean words after the hype...

i wouldn't wanna be much but a piece of a moment for u to enjoy ur day...

i've already been everything n still i stand alone as self jus past the pain...

n yes, i've healed n i'm jus now surfacing to see the next phase of choices to play out...

with a few relatable concerns so we can configure what we are beneath the clouds...

i ain't trying to throw stones midway through the creation we could live...

i'm jus curious to witness with my own eyes if there's an actual use without jus another trip...

finding myself back on memory lane wishing i would've jus stayed to myself...

so am i wasting my time with this curiosity that lingers to the needy side of being felt.?.

u see, i can't help but to protect myself from characteristics i do not do so well with...

as my sights have landed upon ur face as u smile as my own chuckles make me bite my lip...

knowing i'd be willing to find out what kinda life we'd reason with waiting to be made...

but questions are vital to the mingle of a more mental comfort before emotion can cave...

i see u n my heart sizzles to an old feel with a new sorta amazement loosening to the thrill...

for i believe u to be a bit different feeling misplaced the same way i've become so still...

waiting for what has no answers when distance forces the silence to fuck with the mind i know...

as lost is a common misconception for an excuse to pardon self from hurtful blows...

i get it n i refuse to settle for someone going with the flow to have someone to explore...

there's a deeper sense of taste i have been drawn to when i think of u as i wanna know more...

even if it turns out to be other than my thoughts getting the better on me...

i jus wanna accept the outcome of how we collide in the between breaths taking one of two meanings of being free...

i'm jus one person taking a peek into the future where i see us breaking down walls...

though i could be wrong so if there's a chance we could sync to a vibe i'd wanna try to get past this pause...

if u wouldn't mind me filling a void to stick around n become that thing you've wished would jus come along...

to show me yourself in a presence where negativity dies with the feel of all those sad azz songs...