Unwanted luv...

Give give give... tying to be someone to another jus to witness true intent live... doin to much is never enough wick confuses words coming from the mouth... n it's played out... always being the one who digs too deep... to surface to the floating alone needing air to breathe... never met anywhere near the middle aggregates the emotion... ending thoughts on an eventual stoppage of devotion... they take every last once of what's offered as a friend... jus to walk away once the lungs vent... claiming differences are the reasons to part... believing not a one of them has felt self in their heart... jus games of leap frog so comforts aren't afraid... lonely scares them more than saying a strangers name... as from one to the next they roll in n outta bed... looking for something they cannot find suppressed in their heads...  always feeling empty n incomplete... taking their past out on the willingnsss of wants n needs... as catering to them only feeds their starving hearts... unable to truly luv bcuz someone else fucked them hard... for the pain that settles in shall be shared with who they come across... telling lies of promises meant for someone else to overcome they're flaws... damn near waiting patiently for their experience to get it together... we teeter on the verge of worth fading like worn out leather... tough enough to last forever... yet misused in a chance of never... lingering so long until truths emerge... n the souths feel the ache driven to hurt... as it's on to the next that knows nothing of their ways... pretending to be amused by jus another face... having no attachments to cater to due to they cannot open up... they still belong to someone who doesn't want them as they're trapped in an unwanted luv... reliving thoughts allowing others to fill the void... frightened of solitude n the silence the has no noise... anyone will do as they to one day will be gone... all they abs do is move to a different tune jus to get along... wasting time of whoever chooses to put up with their shit... n all the hate that will soon be released from their lips... transforming into the monster they will remain... even though they were once seen as proof that passion can be obtained...