coming from a place where friends claimed we were as real as the luv we shared... never to look back i can never return too the hate for good reasons as the tongue holds still to remain fair... to let go of what i had thought was worth the time put into relations... yet i was wrong for i went with emotion n lost my mind needing rehabilitation... there is no repeating a life once lived even if there was something left for dead... worth wasn't seen in eyes the way lips babbled as they smacked of who i was to be in their head... as forgotten had become the wall i fought all alone... no matter what came to be a what was means nothing to the rearrangement of hearts drifting with the release of moans... dropping every lil piece of use that failed to free the inner beast to please... now seen as a thing of some sort i refuse to turn around n acknowledge all the broken dreams... the pain n the hurt along with the trials of errors in which i have evolved... i am so much more without thinking i'm better than anyone jus bcuz at least i luv me the way words are defined for questions to be resolved... back then can leave me the fuck be due to dying alive was a real fuckin thing... n i ain't bitter i jus want to be one my way to a mutual respect i deserve even if it comes to slinging meat to a couple of flings... there's no way imma pull a reverse move n spill my depths to someone who had me in their hands... that shit felt wrong after a while n it went sideways with my reaction as their biggest fan... knowing my luv was unconditional the switch was something even passion fell outta my chest... i don't belong in a hole as life passes me by... so it's birds as forever has adapted to the realization of bye bye...
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