if i knew what to say i'd be sitting with my best friend... but the tongue has forgotten the taste of what the mind comprehends... as a war within has drawn lines as sides has been taken... fighting is the mental aspect with the emotional frustrations aching... wish i could come up with a way for me to gather the fragments scattered no one can see... i might feel a lil comfort come closer to me than what's left of me in my dreams... words are lost to the imagination when relations step to the plate... damn feeling scares off the willingness to go with the flow n escape... either it's not felt or another jus don't fit desires wanting to play for a bit... as characters mingle to touch the tingle of softened lips... i lose my train of thought n confuse myself all over again... as emotions feel trapped within refusing to come out on demand... tightening the restraints to wait a lil longer every time a new face emerges to be seen... lost in a place deep behind the eyes not one syllable breaks the silence to breathe... afraid to fall in luv with a stranger without a friendship to be examined thoroughly... knowing the picking is stretched with the lines others cannot cross in a mind narrowing... redirecting focus back to a mime like mute unable to move in plain sight... as still as letters avoiding an arrangement to make sense of a better life... missing the compatibility yet more petrified of the end result... so through distance the fade watches what could've been felt become the lack there of a lil skin on skin so raw... steering away from the attachments of the passerby's wanting in to feel around... i should be wrapped up n catering to verbal expression shown with gestures but i've misplaced myself as i cannot be found... having no voice to comment on interests as commitments fall to the floor... speechless on both ends of an attempt to loosen up for the thought of wanting more... never coming to life is the unheard crave that settles back down with limits reached... shaking the head jus to be left alone to deteriorate as a obscure kinda free...
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