maybe i don't believe i could make u happy... or is it it's my disbelief in me ever being enough... i don't know for sure as the feeling always fall short... every time i get close enough to open up n the emotion wants to pour... i fade with thoughts that i'm not something ur looking for as the end s of me drifts... even though i know i know what it i have to give i feel you'll b gone quicker than finding a tickle in ur ribs... maybe it's me but i think i ain't the one u seem to be craving at the end of the day... nor in the mornings that bring a new chance to stretch a smile across ur face... i jus don't feel i cab contribute to that completion u make so hard to amount to... so i sit in the crowd n settle for the solitude that creates a reality that will forever remain the exact same... as no one gets hurt again i sleep alone with the fire within listening to the rain... maybe it's me that needs to get over the fact that it's possible for someone to want me around... or even better, let go of a lesser anxiety that you'll leave the way heartbeats drowned... is it i cannot be convinced of my own worth is more than enough to have the life i tried so hard to have.?. as i reside in the shadows goin to waste bcuz it's safer than harming the tenderness of another luv gone bad... maybe ur like me n jus gave up on how likes lied n left a tarnished expression standing in the middle of lie left for dead... n it affected the comfort of trusting self to having a better judge of character confusing the terms n conditions in the head... as this is what's come of the belief in eyes that could make a difference for once... fuck, maybe i should say some shit... but i won't...
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