I don't have any give... I don't know how to quit... n it's what makes relations so fuckin hard... everyone jus wants to play around with the emotions that come so freely from within my heart... even devotion is over looked jus acting other than to witness use interact... as intent is twisted n thrown back into the face changing the facts... as losing interest hurts every time desires cave to trample down a one way street... making the pulse skip in between the usefulness of heartbeats... there is no limits to a life I feel is worth the efforts... until I'm forced to step away to save myself from the selfishness displayed on the face eventually worn... as i find thoughts misplaced with what was supposed to be a friend... yet it's more like staring down a barrel accepting the end... loyalty is the hardest thing to come across... n it crashes a few times over to regain mental stability for it will get lost... as the feelings that linger back n forth are jus comforts that have been taken advantage of... always wanting to believe in someone fades as likes become more depth defining than luv... catering to dreams once shared that nevertheless was never willing to give up hope... jus to look around n realize foes pretend well enough n jus long enough until there's a correction within the home... goin solo due to promises that are never meant to be kept... even though self will do anything for someone real to invest...
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