I'm tryin to allow what's left of untouched emotions to fall into ur unmentioned woos.
Yet there's a resistance due to the lack of proof forcing what is to come to soon.
It's attempting to heal as it leans into ur embrace's half hearted thumps chilled pace.
But the battle of uncertainty finds it's way spread upon my face by luv enslaved.
To be felt would mean a great deal to receive what it is i have to give to tickle a rib.
Even though there's not much trust behind the doors that hides the secrets of how we live.
The obstacle course u present baffles even my confusion that resists empty words unheard.
For actions simply fitting into the calculations of showing me my true worth is absent as u lurk.
Ur true presence is honestly missed within moments that fade in the thought of us.
Finding memories captured yet the opposing force of some timey shuts down the luv.
There's a sweet spot opening up as if salon doors as u come n go without a care for me.
Maybe its the way u luv or possibly me wanting to much of what should come naturally free.
I don't know how to pinpoint where the connectivity is broken in ur mind.
All I know is I'm not felt here in ways that flip sides redirect intentions going blind.
I'm not afraid to go solo n rid myself of such foolishness from an other that jus can't step to the plate.
The other life is much easier n more gratifying knowing I need not to expect anything less than what I am no one can invade.
I'm not here for ur selfish involvement that numbs the ice building a layer of protection so I can never be hurt again.
Yet to find my way back to a more peaceful place where I had only me to blame is a choice of how I stand as a man.
Cuz next to u I don't see my life on the uprising joyride hooting with laughter for u jus can't get with it.
This it's not a game of floating through life unable to experience a damn thing locked away from my smile.
Even though I do appreciate my chance that has turned into ur way that I can not accept as my own style.