They never want you for long...

Rejection is a mutha fucker when you have everything on the line.
As your depreciation declines once you have nothing else to hide.
Standing in the middle of life as you're the one so easy to forget.
After putting the game down to express the opened heart as legit.
It hurts being pushed to the side simultaneously to their issues.
Having none of your own worth fall into an ear as touch escapes the tissue.
Neglected with an enjoyin taking to the other side of selfs confusion.
Seems the pain settles as the comfort is drifting off into your lonely delusions.
Becoming someone who simply wants to much to ask for that's refused.
The thorn in the spine digging into who it is that's actually being abused.
With the struggle of the honesty in relations confronted in a calm tone.
Feeling like a punch line without a drum line because the want had been shown.
Interest taken for granted reveals the ownership on lease is being mistaken for submission.
Calling out with tightened syllables crammed into conversation muted by prediction.
As the head shakes whispering in silence, i told you so in frustrations suppression.
As words can find a way to admit the truths bestowed upon self that goes unmentioned.
Peeling away memories by the layer to find you suffering in the hands that claimed luv.
As emotions side down the cheek, dripping with a texture better known as slush.
You became to soft and allowed another to gain the power only because you cared.
Yet, giving is not receiving but the deceit that patiently awaited for you to be barred.
In stealth mode ready to attack at the precise point in time when you're sucked dry.
Drained of all the internal unfortunate facts blurted out built up in time.
Forced to stand ground for what should have never had to of been shielded.
As the mind plays tricks on what it thought it was as it has reeled it.
Into a mini serious on repeat fucking with your own stability fighting to remain the same.
But in their eyes your importance is boiled down to being used to you as if a game....