Jus go...

Where'd u go?
I'm feelin u tonight.
It's such a drawn out ache.
Somethin i can hide.
Not this evenin.
Times a waste.
Tragic to say the least.
Y won't it fade?
Guess this is it.
The way life runs out.
Tickin heart bomb beats.
Windin down.
Somehow it still hurts.
U leavin crippled me.
Damn near paralyzed.
Sittin within another dream.
Where'd my friend go?
Long lived, huh, gone!
Thought i, nah.
I was wrong.
What else is there?
There's nothin left of me.
It's over so leave.
Get outta my memories.
I don't miss u.
Then again i sigh at the sound.
What am i to do?
All u do is linger.
Torcherin my thoughts.
Yet ur the one pointin fingers.
Remember who gave up?
Drove the other mad, crushed.
So deep in luv.
No other could touch.
N for reasons We both know on hush.
U wanted out.
What a confusin thought.
Rare, it stood proud.
Driven into the unreal.
I sit.
In a different world.
U r not missed.
I'm better off.
With someone who's willin.
Jus go.
Cuz I found luv.
Puttin in the work.
N I'm keepin her.