They want it to be more but they're psychotic n pull bs outta their heads... Ain't nothin about em eva stood in front of me n meant what they said... Gettin to the point of don't call me back eva... Losin a friend I thought was foreva... Seems they feel a certain way when u stand ur ground... Opened up as an individual ur not suppose to make a sound... That's the way they think it's really suppose to go... Til life as we know it folds up n flees to find something that resembles a home... On the flip side of luv not a one of em know how to act... There's no balance in between the mental state n emotional attacks... N from what I've seen I ain't believin in corrupted dreams... Wantin my mind on a chain to please their needs... As every one of em finds themselves goin on somewhere else with that... I jus ain't got time for anything other than the facts... Tryin to play off my feelins bcuz they know I care... But there's something about their friendship that neva seems fair... Losin the tongue to outlandish twists... Fuckin the thought process up with what's released from their lips... Always actin like they don't give a fuck... Doin more damage in the middle of luv... Then turnin it around like I gotta kiss their azz... Yeah, I'll be damned if I don't tally up everytime I've been bashed... The shit is crazy the way they want so much... Yet the woman they say they are neva holds up... Or maybe they thought I was Superman or some shit like that... Guess that's why I wake up alone with my head intact... Interactin with a more comfortable way of life... All bcuz their only in luv with themselves n that overrated hype... Unable to dig in n see something better flourish jus don't cross their minds... As they fail to realize it's not only their life... Walkin next to em they forget that a friendship is why relations last... N I got a few too many left in the past... Demented behind there selfish reasons of why... They don't believe in someone who actually fuckin tries... It's the abuse they attach themselves to n why they ain't nothin but drama... Pullin a man outta character to feed their insomnia... Bcuz their mind neva rests til they get what they want... N I ain't for the ol fuck shit that they call luv... There ain't shit u can do for em bcuz they need help... Don't let em tare u down without bein felt... Even if u gotta walk the fuck away... Own ya mind knowin u ain't gotta stay...