Click, as the turning off of the lights blackened my surroundings n brought sight to the dark side.
 In touch with a different kinda life that didn't hide nor shy from the lies unjustified.
 Connecting with the silencer of sound sharpening senses attending to self.
 I faded into the night's episode of digging alone for answers just wanting to be felt.
 Scoping with pinpoint accuracy as a misfit with a real mind to where it is I went wrong.
 Far from to shabby from the hands I've fallen from that dropped me into my pits to run along.
 In my walls that were to high to climb outta my depths trapped cuz I slipped just once.
 I strengthened all by my lonesome sitting still in the absence of color covering my give a fucks.
 Unseen as if I'm to far gone beyond the limits of a look-see frightening the step coming in to lend a hand.
 I came in twisted with acceptance of thy monsters that found me as a disturbed unique kinda man.
 Reconnecting my character in the dark as the pieces left cracks in my own design.
 Becoming comforted by the means of never again will I ever as me resign.
 I grew close to the whispers that growled at my failures torment with a sinister giggle.
 Lost in the moment of broken I felt the snaps slingshot that launched me outta the hole where my worth trickled.
 I swam in the pain left for dead in this world without what I thought made me, me.
 In a dead stare without my vision to witness the inner me healing with purpose as my one true friend I didn't need to see.
 As if I closed my eyes n drifted within to reemerge unfazed by the time spent catering to purify my grin.
 Draining the impossible ownership from the sponge like mind that captured a prisoner within.
 Flipping on the thought process to resurrect the respect that reflects the neglect I've caused.
 Yet I listened to the voices choice in my head as I sat quietly with a void in a sense of being reinstalled.
 Under the armor hidden from a witness to mold me I counted on the one who mattered the most.
 Now bouncing with my imaginary friend beneath the touch of another untouched n rejected as we coast.
 Coming to the surface of knowing the connectivity disconnects n lunges deep if one isn't careful.
 Stuck in a dazed n confused state of mind in the presence of self so wasteful.
 I need not partake in the outrageous outtake of an others enjoyment of my own demise.
 Just to land in the pitch of black blanked out reaching for words of I told you not to believe in the blind.
 Those that have no idea what kinda luv they have lingering within their own selfishness.
 Cuz on the backside of emotions it's never about letting go if needed so the other can smile without fists.
 I've learned of a weakness that crippled my trusting heart that forever was a lifetime like she gave a fuck.
 Yet didn't wake up to late for luv to pulsate with the way I tick as the understanding is no longer on the hush.
 As I turn off the power to visit old friends that balances my reality just past the stroke of midnight.
 Whom in which welcomes me to the party of true life that vibes in my untold secrets of how I became my reasoning of why.
 I've done the time heckled n chained to my dungeons disgust of what I allowed.
 As I was taken in n thought of the release of who I am that I gave away as I went down.
 At my lowest point I gathered my army of one that fell to careless actions opened n barred.
 Roaming in the silence of quietly kept guidance breathing upon my necks hairs.
 Building an alliance uninfluenced by a stranger wanting to be my best friends replacement.
 For they cometh n they'll be gone before daybreak chases their own eventual resistance.