.......... On some real shit ..........

If i gave u loyalty as I placed it in ur hands.
N my reasons were never an excuse, could u see the man that I am?
As my character shows patience in ur tone.
Tryin to believe that I am not like the rest as they're cover has been blown.
Can my truths look u in the eyes n have the worth they deserve?
From me to u, can my voice when spoken, simply be heard?
For the words r plucked from the inner lining of my core.
If time was given, I'd luv for u to know I don't wanna walk thru u.
Thing is if I could I'd luv to get use to havin u around n can a truce.
Would I receive the same gesture aimed back at my mind?
For the heart is not a puppet with time on the line.
What if u were as free as u r now as we stood together.
Do u think day by day would be okay before we promise each other forever?
If u can't tell, my train of thought has grown n rounded out with reality.
The understandin of two connectin as one still has an individuality.
So if I exposed me now prior to reachin for only ur hand.
Do I stand a chance at somethin as real as fam?
I'm comin straight atcha in rare form so I know myself.
Cuz I to truly would luv to know what it's like to be felt.
On some real shit, jus puttin in the work.
To step to the plate, standin a single level above the dirt.
Would my actions of interest ever be granted free will.
So our memories made will never fade beneath the emotion frozen still.
How do u know if I could be enough, right now?
Cuz I'd luv to know how ur thought process tastes upon ur mouth.
In the moment of truth that can never hide.
This is jus me figurin a way to witness myself in u, as I reside.
Friend before any other figure I can possibly become in ur world.
Jus wantin some day to admit, in u, I found my girl........