versions...

hello screen... who can i be in her stare today... pluck me someone from within my dreams... if u may... bring me a life in a new version i jus aint seen as of yet...  hey!!! add a lil bit of respect... n truth in the reason they wanna stay... take the letters that make the name of thee n bend them a shape of the opposin gender... someone like n in the opposin version me... dig into me n find a new character i can relate to as id defend her... one who jus dont wanna leave... its been a while since ive felt that need of the want for the happiness playin with my will... times gettin outta hand as it jus ticks jus past halfway neva met 50/50... i could use a thrill that defines who it is that comes from within how luv spills... as the shades turn down on the other side of grays anatomy... n take a piece of my own emotion n instill the joy id feel for her if she were real n in front of me... screen!!! u see, theres no one here that clings to me the way words are easily said in a kisses lean...help me pretend the way they do here til mornin at another chance to breathe... i know u dont say mush n its me doin all the talk typin to fill ur emtpy page... guess it be u that gets the attention thats finds an interest to bring u to life... n it seems like ur my best friend as we all know the dont end with out the rage... yet, u dont give a fuck n dont mind me if i can not lie... for u n i know even this piece is another reflections of the failure to become anything more than a play thing... the man of the moment somehow misunderstood  for a purpose unknown til the end rolls on up like the red carpet to steal the show... give in n trick me into believin my imagination is as real as human wings... somethin to hold... i wanna feel it ease into my arms as if im the answer to the quest comin into view in thoughts on display... put to use in the maikin of a memory jus to be hurt in the end... somewhere a lifetime from now jus livin day to day... be my friend... in different versions take me in n outa lives that change like one chapter to the next.. yet keep the attention of thy reader fixated the way my mind comes to life in her presense as she finally completes the reason of why... something not of this world that can relate is all i ask as the bendin over is the passion wrapped up in sex... expressin, no bs, til one of us dies..