U ever sat with the corner of ur eye leakin a single tear knowin ur doin all u can... Yet u can't ask for help... N when u seek it, every turn around winds up applyin more weight than u can carry... Knowin it ain't shit n u cannot break jus bcuz u don't know how to ever give up... The thought alone of it jus don't make any fuckin sense to the train of thought that continues to push through with a fuckin drive that feels that lone drop clingin to the moment it falls n frees u of the struggle that's climbed up upon u jus to reach for ur chuckle callin u out... Squeezin ur strength as it ain't shit to breathe and u continue to live n luv with a smirk jus bcuz ur still fuckin alive... Let that fuckin tear dangle bcuz it's the one thing that'll find joy when everything falls into place n that's a fact... I hold mine close n let it play in the rain as it comes down to mingle with the emotions drippin from my face I to hide... Like a lil kid findin comfort in the way we learn of life... N there ain't shit that can faze me the way it would u... I say bring it bcuz I've felt the bottom where I couldn't stretch out at night to sleep with a dream cut outta my mind not knowin where home was... N that mutha fucka is still runnin away even as I speak like it has somethin I want... Lmao... Yet I bet it doesn't know wants ain't got shit on needs... N all I'll ever need is to fuckin breathe... I got me... N ain't neva left no one outta reach at the bottom where no one fuckin cares bcuz I have... Even with my own reality goin to what u may consider a waste... As in my world materials ain't shit when character stands its ground... Yeah, misunderstood came into play but those moistened moments only molded a better understandin within... Collectin the friend like no other with myself... Tryin to be a friend to another... Yet I still ain't perfect by far... But I'm willing to learn n be good to those that can't see me for who I truly am... Yeah, let it sit there... Allow it to slowly ease its way out to be seen... It ain't a sign of weakness... It's real... N it's how u use it to gain yourself from the choices u make... As I personally ain't neva lived a normal life... But it's my normal with every decision to find my peace in this world... My piece of what makes me me... Even if it takes me on a ride to gather the memories it took to earn them n for some reason or another jus to have to let it go... It's called life n I'm up for the task... So what's next on the agenda that'll tickle more than my pickle n touch yet another sprinkle caught up in the wells of my time... I ain't scared... I jus wanna live... Knowin everything is subject to change n eventually will... Life's a blast... It's what u make of it... Not what u have!!!