a moment

 By the time u read this time will have come to pass.
 So many ways I've said it n words that will be left to last.
 If notice was taken then you'd know every syllable layed.
 Yet here u sit gazing eyes upon what was felt everyday.
 Jus a bit to late to share with me emotions spent.
 As the luv I have for u is so much more than lent.
 A bit of time was all that was needed to witness fate.
 Expressin intent of the hearts calling out to your ways.
 Y I tapped my whole life away n u chose not to partake.
 I haven't a clue to y u couldn't find a moment to fill space.
 But while your comin undone of the loss that's filled your days.
 Remember I left this reminder of u n I with u as my life was made.
 U see I loosened myself for the gain of having u near.
 I wish it this way as i expire, yet it leaves so much pain.
 But then again you'd never know the stories unimaginable gain.
 I'm sorry luv that it took so long for u to lay your patience on truths.
 I jus wish u took a moment to find interest in the alphabets I re-arranged to use.
 So here it is at last as your stuck post after post reading away.
 Know I'm still with u in the only way I could figure out to stay...