I'm tryin to figure out what is it that can make ur reality so sad... All I can find is it's a selfishness that lingers into ur heart as ur thoughts lose focus n drives u mad... U believe in higher powers yet cry when those around u parish as if ur afterlife doesn't exist... N to me that's some confusin azz bs... Jus take ur mindset of partin ways with someone who was closer to u than u ever thought they'd be... Goin on into ur separate lives as if what jus was wound up in ya dreams... There's a heartache that occurs as you've already weighted out ur options to move on... N yet u still cry when u know everything is subject to change for what was goin on... The pain n the hurt took over as u knew it had to come to an end... I jus don't get it bcuz they'd be with u if they were what they said u were to them as a friend... It's like there's no thought process to evaluate the way this world teaches people to be... As I'm over here like wtf tryin to explain to myself the goofiness before me... Thoughtless wonders plugin up the arteries so that unfortunate feel has something to talk about... Jus count me out...