On my own level.....

Under the influence of thoughts.
Bein attacked by the questions that complicate the facts.
The discomfort echoes in the minds nerve.
Worth, where one stands is jus how words act.

Snappin splinters outta the thunders roar.
Fallin as if what is at stake is a spike inserted into emotions.
In the line of fire of anothers actions causin caution.
Corruptin the lightnin to strike down devotion.

In the imaginations playground tucked up under the tongue.
The figments in my compromised way of thinkin is rare.
Confirmin it's gonna be hard for another to relate.
No one has stepped n swung for one over the plate.

Distance sits mentally between me n everything I want.
Separated by a train of thought in the spotlight of realities gain.
On my own level that reaches backwards for a friend.
Dreamin to pull someone up to speed n say my name.

To real for the average mind to keep up with the facts.
Solo I've become different as eyes luv the candy of my shell.
But can't dig deep enough within themselves to withstand reason.
N it's the meanin in which I repeatedly fall from bein felt.

Clouded segments riddle questions in my head.
Searchin beneath the surface that tells the secret they all hide.
Unable to stand in time as self, ready n willin, knowin what it takes.
As the gate of today is unlocked to open the cell that contains my kind.

Releasin me from the seek n find in words that appear to be found.
Yet don't hold the meanin of truths that spoil in mouths that go foul.
Never once have I been like the eyes that stare into me.
Indeed I am me alone n expressin the confrontation without a sound......