I'm gonna miss u...

Past the limits of gone she had to go... To far beyond the motion of the truth be known... Seems she couldn't help herself now the friendship is over... Another one on set a drift away from the helpless loner... On the other side she slipped n now a faded thought... She couldn't hold on as her mind jus tossed... Runnin outta space to hide behind her eyes... Her tongue failed to mention the tone in which she lied... Reality struck as she ran with my heart... Knowin time was at hand of a chance to start... She dipped out as my head was turned... Doin all I can for her to have a place of worth... In the middle of luv nothin could be done... A different kinda life to her from our home... As the luv was real enough to feel the tare... Rippin open my chest n I know she cared... Knowin she'd be missed she fell behind my grasp... Only if I could tell hey one more time I wanted her to last... Takin my own emotion n throwin it away... She'd rather live without me more than she wanted to stay... Becomin my best friend n my go to like no other... I lost more than a so called luv'r... Neva having a chance to watch her leave without sayin goodbye... Seems it came that time for her to take back what was mine... Like it wasn't as real as she claimed it to be... Shelby went n did the unthinkable n set herself free... As I'm to look at life without her eva common home... Forever she will remain in my thoughts to roam...