When u get use to depending on yourself u don't wanna fuck with no one else... When it's like every one of em failed to cover their own share it fr ain't shit but a moment to reload... Like another shot is needed to prove the point as if gettin at it is somethin to avoid... It jus leaves a man solo with the pretty faces that comes n goes thinkin only if they'd step up life could be more than welcomin the unknown... On some real shit dippin on the connection fallin away from how every now n again ya jus want em to stay... It's from the inner walls that's been lined with independence to protect the individual touched but neva truly felt n roundin out to the memories rememberance... Carryin the weight to heavy when it's supposed to be a lil bit of both ways as feet drag day by day... Kinda like they need a fuckin Superman so they ain't gotta do a mutha fuckin thing wantin that legal law bs captured in a ring... Over rated paper work jus dyin to cling on to those fuckin emotions bared as a mo fo really is tempted to cut the strings well before past due of who in the fuck cares... As words flutter in the wind like hey hey tryin to steal the attention of the head on swivel not wantin the same ol thang... It's a mental warzone fought behind the eyes knowin self has what it takes to make it without the baggage that lies... Females replicating the so called woman they can never be for they to are as selfish as luv thinkin it's free... N I haven't even began to express the train of thought that refuses to move for a sexy lil thing lookin my way stuck again in a dead end pause... I'm jus tryin to keep it on the up slidin down the back half of my life that's went a that a way all bcuz I tried on luv... N I can do it all on my own n feel my way around like a dog but there's always something more they can't match as I say fuck a flaw... This is life n it's either ur with it or on some straight up unnecessary childisH azz bs...