What u don't realize

Jus another day with the same ol shit.
As emotions emerge from connectin with ur lips.
The everyday routine is jus the way it is.
Holdin on to the reality clingin to every kiss.
Day in day out nothin is subject to change.
Havin u in my arms is a moment before the fade.
Repeated patterns controllin the phase.
Findin comfort in the way u say my name.
The unseen enjoyment is plagued with a blur.
Eyes unable to see words that can only be heard.
Set aside is the domination of true worth.
As passion is touched by unjustified hurt.
Life is jus beneath the actions ready to spill.
Resistin the endless wait that sits so still.
Knowin what could be jus hasn't arrived as the thrill.
Time tics unfortunate echoin sounds as the head tilts.
At the fingertips of the reaction of u I'm payin the price.
Outstretched acceptance reaches for the other side.
Unashamed n aware completion may never exist.
A luv lit feels the draft of the breeze it resists.
Alive n wantin to live divides the decision.
Home for some reason simply hasn't risen.
Givin balance beneath the feet of what their missin.
The unsettled nerve tweaks as ears never listen.
Losin the grip due to careless incisions.
Rippin open what should remain sealed shut.
Truth redirects to the opposin end of fallin in luv.
As shields protect proofs attempt to go numb.
Happiness teeters on splinters frayed comin undone.
The twist faces impatience embedded as a flaw.
Awaitin better judgement at ease in a pause.
Cripplin the ability to endure the razors edge of slicin claws.
Scrappin character free from the confusions pitfall.
Within sights line of vision honesty speaks its mumble.
Standin alone along side bein forced beneath the bubbles.
The intensity of reality clings to meanin of humble.
Prior to a past tense life buried deep in the rubble.
Tryin to draw the line of understandin spread thin.
Upright defyin the purpose that will never lay upon ur skin.
Beauty is overlooked in the mind of real men.
Diggin deeper than u prolly ever have been.
What u don't realize is that this all could be for nothin.
Hopin to make an impact n wind up as somethin.
Wantin to stay is not a dog on the prowl huntin.
Chasin leg to gettin laid doesn't mine the heart thumpin.