lookin for answers that jus aint in my head... tone def to the mumbles that ignore me instead... the chatter of not knowin is a constant roll as if ripples feel me out... n the questions asked cant find the time to respond to my own terms hushed before they exit thy mouth... its like knowin at any moment it will be willin to speak on the matters at hand... makin funny lil noises that make me chuckle n i dont know why as ill be damned... yet the silence other than my own voice is all that is present tryin to figure out the reasons of right or left... up or down is jus another adrenaline ride that only lasts so long at best... as the lips are bitten as a nibble to shut the fuck up... the mind recalculates the equation n asks again... jus to find the echoes bouncin within pullin n tuggin on trust n leavin me nowhere to land... the battle unheard is nothin more than decisions wantin to come to life... so wheres the comfort gonna take me if i havent a clue on the traction of time... n as i let loose of all the things that run like the plague in places in which i could neva trip into... the reel behind the eyes confirms i need somethin new... for the train of thought is clueless n is of no use... dab nabbit i believe the words jus can not be found... as i sit here n there simply isnt a single fuckin sound... but all is well due to the patience ive learned to wait on in countless hrs of duh... so imma go with myself til the knowin arrives jus havin a bit more fun... if it cant tell me what i need to know i jus dont shive a get... i only have one life to live...