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Wednesday, July 5, 2017

It's not the typical walkin away where two people jus can't stand one another... If u fall for someone who becomes an addict u gotta understand the luv is there n willin but it's not the emotion that's pullin away... It's the substance that takes them away as u are left with the thought of, if the fuckin drugs wasn't the issue the friendship is there... The shit is real... N u find yourself unable to hate them bcuz u know who they truly are as u try to help... Wantin to get them back to who they were... They don't wanna stop luv'n u... They don't wanna hurt u... It's the addiction that'll make relations walk away with ya heart in ya hands feeling helpless as I gotta look after self after it's all said n done... Goin as far as u can go bcuz u care... Bcuz u know what it was before the chaos... Watchin them slowly die n fade into a lifestyle that'll steal them away from themselves when they neva wanted to leave... There's a feelin unlike the normal breakup that gives hope that the majority of the time simply jus doesn't exist... N all u want is to see them turn it around n live before the memory moves on n struggles to remember the past... Trust me, I've been there twice... Witness to two of the same kinda person slip away... They were unfuckinbelievable... Yeah I've met her two times over... N even I couldn't do a damn thing for either one of them... Jus be a friend...

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