I don't mind but make this shit worth my time.
Know your place in this with the wrong from rights.
Cuz if I havta cut you loose, you won't have a clue of what's going on.
You'd only feel the chill just before the rolling storm.
& I'd be gone by the time you figured the thought that you've become a pawn.
Hoping you would someday gather yourself & stand strong.
Believe me, it's not how I wanna remember you in the rear views blues torn.
But I've put up with to much bullshit since the day I came to be truly born.
For where I've been I can never return to a lost friend.
Once the mind snatches up what I feel for you as the only way in the end.
The moment to care is in the making of the now.
So do us both a favor & speak what you mean when you release the syllables sound.
Cuz even silence makes sense listening to the heart that beats me half to death.
As I'm over my limit of patience for the time I had to give is damn near spent.
Make this shit mean something worth gaining ground.
Know what you have & willing to give to keep a smile from turning upside down.
Cuz the only thing that hasn't ignored me as if yet is the consistency of pain.
& as it's number one fan, I've come to become a man with great restraints.
There's nothing you can do to drive me out of my minds restlessness.
So step it up & come correct if you feel the need to want happiness.
I'm tired of hiding from memories that won't fucking leave me be & fade away.
So to put you back where I found you is impossible cuz you'd somehow like them, stay.
Lingering on in a lifetime just like the rest that didn't make it to the presence, no longer here.
As for figuratively speaking, times to priceless to take another relationship up the rear.
It won't happen at your hands or even the next if that's the number given to this case.
Cuz I'd walk away first & act as if I'm the one who's joyously unfazed.
That's the way shit always winds up when the moment slips to undertow of gone.
As the front line gets to feeling so small & useless as if a meaningless pawn.
Disposable, other than in the thoughts of what's captured & left.
Don't allow yourself to change form cuz the bullshit I just can't accept.
So for once in your life stand & deliver a single shot with direct aim.
I'd rather you shoot me in the heart now than wound my legs ground gained.
Trying to carry the weight of a half hearted luv that won't stand the fuck still.
Cuz you damn near lost me as it is due to getting your cheep fucking thrill.
I'm not in need of a battlefield as a war rages out of control.
Playing kings & queens destroying defenses defining the word stole.
Ripping out key components that protect what you cannot see before you.
It's about that time to open shut & careless eyes prior to me having no use.
Individualize yourself & become what you think you may be in your head.
Cuz your close to losing the one thing real in your life as my image will be forever embedded.
We're just pawns standing ground in this fucked up worlds tale.
One day to end up a story told as if I'd be the one chasing your tail.
As I'm dying to get through to you going through the motions so unjust.
Lost in your own moment as I'm becoming that splinter in your spine plucked from me as your crutch.
Imagine that if you will attempt to believe your juices is what I'm after.
This is it, everything that truly matters.
The decision that's concurs the divided indifferences between you & I.
I never wanted your in my life so I could live with the hype...