Claimed by the ripples fade...

I feel into ur depths, n for some reason I thought I was gonna be able to bounce up n live in a more comforting place.
 But I fell straight through ur heart as I witnessed u walking away like it wasn't shit laughing at my hurt face.
 I guess it was pretty fuckin funny to allow me to believe I'd land somewhere no one else would ever journey as I awaited to touch down.
 Yet to my surprise the descend was hollow without a root to grab, falling in n out quicker than my mind could grasp like a clown.
 I entered ur world thinking mine alone has found the fill it needed just to starve for the loss of a touch that reached beneath the skin.
 Winding up with the grand faunally outta three ways to know u in this life's mystery of who it'll be that softens the blow lost in the luv within.
 The wonder of before to the knowin the feel of standing next to u wound me up with the agonizing torcher of losing my own grin.
 Ripping from my sights the one individual I wanted to enjoy til the air in my lungs escaped me trying to luv only u.
 Only if u cared enough to witness the man in me come to life, the outcome of ur retreat woulda thought twice about the truth.
 Madly, I dove in to explore what makes u tic in ways my luv for u set pride at the tips of ur toes for somewhere to stand for once.
 Little did I know u would use me like a doormat to wipe ur feet on as I couldn't piece together the evidence smeared as a hunch.
 I got lost n it took everything I had to find myself again, cuz there was no me as I gave to u without u even asking to keep me as ur own.
 There's no need in talking of the pain u know I felt the day the obvious became so fuckin clear a crystal would find jealousy on it's throne.
 I stepped into u to slide to the bottom of the list u keep as if I was nothing more to u than a moment in time til u couldn't get ur way.
 Ur luv was a canon ball launched into the side of my ship as I sunk deeper than water was willing to swallow my lonely stay.
 Forcing my heart to give up as u stomped ur way along the little time I had to show u, u meant something to someone having worth.
 As the wounds I bled from was deliberate n selfish as every gapping hole corrupted the reason of luv watching u walk after the turn.
 It was real sinking in to the devotion expressed before ur eyes that were blinded by my invisible presence I took holding on.
 Like a ghost in a dream u fled my reality of us as one to withstand the limits to partake with the passion that was torn.
 U played a game I never had a chance to finish, let alone given an honest try to see if I could win u over n become that one u crave.
 Crashing into me like a wave making luv to the shore u retreated over n over again as I swam in ur horizon claimed by the ripples fade.
 Left staggering beneath a moon with it's own craters that is only full every now n again like the luv u said was everything u could have ever ask for.
 I shoulda known words would never fill the proof u somehow chose not to share that woulda connected our centers core to core.