Giving in...

How many do u need to get through to find one piece of mind willin to show what it means to fuckin live..?. Down how many memory lanes will it take to find that one special moment that express what it is u have to give.?. Goin a lil further the more u drift into that neva endin void jus to collapse behind closed doors... When time is the only thing that speak to the fill of the fools u allow in so u can look jus the same wantin more... How much longer do I have before u close up shop n turn inward as if luv jus doesn't exist.?. Tellin yourself u can attempt to die emotions believin that words jus might be as true as unheard lips...