crush on me but don't tell me how u feel... hide from me when u wanna tell me what is you've come to think is real... then we can neva go as far as to hurtin the one person we'd neva wanna burry in our pasts... that is if u can go on without me as if i aint shit to u livin somewhere on ya own dodgin the facts... run!!! go tuck behind a shadow n enjoy the shade n watch me from a far... u don't havta expect anyhting if it's emotion u cannot control... be smart... protect yourself n find someone else u can twist n fight with... im too much to entertain that type of shit... like me from where u are as life moves without me there by ur side... fuck openin up to be captured by the pain that comes n goes on the flip side of the joy i could bring ur way with a sigh... it'll end ya know... so the longer we wait to further away the let down will take place n we'll find the end might not be a separation is somewhat different findin hope... im jus sayin... there's no sense in becomin friends jus to walk away from the one person we confide in as if we were only playin... dream about me within ur imagination n allow me to forever be who it is u want me to be... someone you'll neva be able to touch n hold as you'll become afraid of losin me at the same time u lose yourself... please... stay natural in ya mental state n don't let me in to change a damn thing for the better if we ain't clickin eye to eye... i'm beggin u to resist on wastin our time... find me in the corner of ur sigh as ur smile cracks halfway on the thought of my physical presence lookin in ur direction... luv is nothin more than an infection... if we neva come face to face jus know i can't somehow destroy what it is u think of me... think of it as ur free... before the fact that we're done as we neva got started due to the way we will sit still alone n frightened by the thought that we're once again solo... we don't havta go through the ups n downs jus pior to u givin up after u swore you'd be here til one of us ain't comin home... bcuz we both know there's other way to finalizr relations that doesn't deal with death... when dyin alive is as real as the sir we breathe what's left.?. u n i with the thrill on the table that doesn't taste the same.?. there's no need in evaluatin life with me on ur minds wonder if at all possible u ain't in it to open the fuck up... jus gaze at me as far as u can be as i talk about how like is so much more than luv... that spell of imagined visions doesn't havta take on the way my face is shaped... i don't wanna be the reason emotion isn't worth the chance to be held in a way u can't reason with the way u say anyone else's name... jus live n keep it movin as i do nothin but realize how much of a fool i'd be to let u get away... as there's jus no demand for all the hate... bypass me so i can remain somethin different in the way u could use someone like me... go, please, freedom awaits the ease of dreams... who says i wanna be the ghost in ur heart that turned out to be a stranger pretendin to be someone u could trust.?. feelin the fall when times are good enough to believe in as we lay flush... jus so u can come to terms with it's not me it's u... live loose... stay the hell away from me if ur comin for what i hold closer than my hope resides... for i am not blind nor do i find it to be worth while to give to come up empty handed lookin like my world jus ended as i am to lose yet another piece of my own mind... i can't do shit with u once u crossed over to the other side as u soon will... as the fillin drips n the passion sets to long to be felt by the endless chill... i don;t wanna be if i can not be... that is if u can't understand without underestimatin me... jus check me out from ur angle here as i know not of what it is you'd wanna do with someone like myself... n lets leave it to be for us there is no help... easy isn't somethin i've eva encountered as i've neva met a friend to mean what they say... promises fade as if they were neva said to tuned in ears takin in the way we gabbed at the gums jus to try to remember each others face... it's ok... it's not too late... u can turn now n jus go on with what u were doin long before i came into ur view... when we neva shared a fully lit moon... as i couldn't handle watchin u walk in reverse back to where it is u came from... done!!!
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