The fetching of bs...

I heard Butch was on the same drugs that took his best friend away from him n change who she was... Then again when he tried to feel someone else as she to fell from the motion of emotionless luv... I got to listening to voices talk as it was they doubted for so long... Knowin they couldn't do what I've done as morals came in to play... Whispers got back to Butchie B Butch that he had to be on some shit as if an addict with a redefined name... As the way tone changed the meaning of a label upon the tongues gossip not knowin the true facts... I seen so called friends n family turn when I fell to someone else's substance abuse as they put on an act... The doubt told me all there is I needed to know... For I was there for someone else tryin to help gather myself lookin for a home... N it doesn't bother me one bit how mouths judge what real shit doesn't havta speak on... For now I know who's who as those closest to me are my norm... The ones who didn't believe in the lies n allowed me to do what it is I needed to do til my own money corrected itself... Hearing the wind carry words of a lesser self that neva existed other than in thoughts of wtf truly played out... As I can see it in their eyes when I take a look-see that they questioned me without every comin to me with that bs they call sound... Butch must like they say it feels at the bottom lookin up huh.?. Bcuz it needs occurred to empty minds that I was puttin in the work to stand back up on my one without havin to carry another woman claiming luv... Butchie is to strong minded n has to much pride to eva dabble into doom waiting to happen... Shit jus fell through as I took notice in who it was that laughin... Pointin n having an opinion as if they knew what I was really doing as assumptions neva once asked why... It was jus lips moving that reeked of hot breaths as it looks to me when I lost it all, a twisted image of me ran through their minds... So it's no fucks given n there's no smile to be faked... Truth be known, they choice to fade so that's where they'll stay... With two birds flung like the bs they wanted to stretch... As far as it was fetched... Fuck y'all!!! Fr...