i can't let u in...

time doesn't have credit for a do over jus bcuz u need to rethink what it is u think u thought u mighta wanted from get go... there is no scratching the surface n trying to get a scent u know damn well u ain't gonna wanna smell so lie to me some mo... i can hear it in ur delivery that the last one u let in hasn't checked out as ur on a delay to reply to some real shit that could very well be standing firm right before u... depending on ur own mentality established prior to u thinking u need me to heal yourself which to me is an ignorant suggestion u need to cut loose... how are u gonna look at me with someone else taking up the space i'd wanna kick back in n tell me u wanna dig in to what u don't know about me... seems to me u truly need to learn a lil something about yourself as it's ur haert that's out on loan waiting on whoever it might be to come on home n evict me as if i were jus a play thing... there's no use in trying make me believe in ur own self worth where u jus need anyone that;ll do to hold on to while ur walking around like u the shit... my lips don't move for fake kisses spread thin enough to cut air with trying to get away n go back to the same lame azz sumbitch that broke ur intent... seconds add up as even these words have drawn way to far along entertaining the notion that u have the time to move on from where ur heart wants to be... so please, don't go into character bcuz i know ur kind as one day u to will leave... i can't let u in past the feel good of sexual interest coming to life jus to buy some time... don't lie...