She said to me, open the Gates of the hell within. As I replied I don't believe in such places. I jus can't help where I've been. Ya know, puttin friends above what I think of self. Goin the distance n finding the safest place is hidden beneath the shallowness of what's felt. As she countered my remark with, but u don't even know me. I'm not like the rest of those tryin to steal ur breaths. N I chuckled for here we go with this shit again as I expressed to her. Those who claim to be different are no more the same as the indifference all y'all fade into bein lacking worth. Ooh, the look slit sight refusin to be categorized by the truth spit. N came the grounds of standin still in a moment as the attempt was to get me to believe. As I placed my finger upon her ramblin lips n sssh, there's no need without actions to verbally waste my time with the absence of need. For its a want fakin the funk tryin to relate to the physicality of my own presence as ur jus like the one that I stepped away from jus before u. That's when she turned n stood in front of me, took a stare deep into my eyes as I swallowed my words for she threw everything she had at me callin out my own lack of use. As I repeat the words I'll never forget released so I could realize I was no better than what has occurred to me as myself has forgotten about I. Ur jus on other fool stuck in the trap of a false luv rollin u under the grave u ain't even managed to consume livin alive as a dead halfling scared of a real woman's touch tricklin down from ya mind. N she was right. I've lost the fire inside. I jus wish I coulda stayed below the level of exhaustion n slept with her in my arms. N somehow pulled her into this world diggin in to my chest to the other side of z's layin motionless in my heart. Damn, these fuckin dreams has me trippin. Wakin up reminded I don't havta be what a situation of a pryor time has tried to mold who n what I am into a drip slippin. Yet, only if she were real. It would be a sealed deal.