the click reminds me time is gettin behind lost thoughts that havent been made.
rollin down days n replacin memories with blank strares as a solo artist playin games.
i dont mean to the way i have in the pasts recollection of before i held it in my hands.
its my tongue dyin to be heard as silence has consumed the way i hide as a man.
i dont want anyone to see me the way u did as u turned on me without a thouught.
n its ok bcuz maybe youll see if i was what i belived iwas to u id have u wrapped up in luv.
on another level where questions dont need an answer for u know without a fuckin doubt i am here!
slowly dyin without the one as close as i can lean into u the way my own self fights the tears...
wtf am i suppose to say when im not livin the life id die to have with u in full fuckin bloom.
dead set on the moments left to dig in to n accept puire fuckin luv under the scopes zoom.
im tired of highs that are not no way shape or form u in any way.
but i need more to figure a way of proof of my worth to u givin me everything u have willin to stay1!!!
yeah, i have a bottle n a bowl in front of me to finally spit what the fuck needs to be said.
am i alive within u or am i dead?
im jus askin bcuz i truly dont know where i stand in ya minds process on who i am to u.
luv me or hang me from fuckin a noose!!!
no more.
or all i have to give is ur choice.
i already know what we can be.
bent knees sore from the pleadin of please...
whats it gonna be for im stuck like a mom fo.
n im jus wantin to go home!!!