I've been to the other end of ur happiness. Where u claimed I was a friend. Fallin outta luv. The break bent the imagination to pretend. I came back n stepped away. Creatin space. Zipped up on luv. I didn't like the way my lips shaped ur name. From the other side of relations I found the truth of u. Sinkin beneath the shallowness of ur surface. Strugglin for reason to hold the line. Freeing me from that moment of worthlessness. Movement showed time was a wastin. Ur sway was no more than translucent. Dancin across my mind as a lost cause. Catchin on to ur language n becoming aware as I was fluent. Hearing tones whisper. Changin decimals the louder the mistake. U emptied the load I carried in my heart for u. Poked a hole n drained the lake. Swallowin me whole as I went under. The lifeless plunder had a wicked undertow. Suckin the life outta my all. Catchin Buble's on the rise truth be known. I've been there along the side of ur so called luv. That twisted Lil bitch had me goin. Givin in I had forgetten WTF I am. N I'm no longer curious of what ur doin. The round about never changed its course even when I wanted you the most. Jus spun outta control with ur lack of sighs. Negligent with ur own selfish needs. Shreddin memories caught in the design of stillness losin life. To there n back I stood before u. N in reverse so u could see my face, I left with me. Watching my use forced to abandon ur conditions to live. Guess I needed me more than I figured you'd step up n believe. Trickles the tears that flow from thoughts of gone. Strangers to friends wound up alone n driftin n shook. Slowly u mistreated me. Gander n remember what us was from me u took. I've been through u as I've dug in. It scared the shit outta my well bein as a man. Unable to touch a fuckin thing within u. Realize, I've done all I can...