I remember when I met u in a memory.
N how it felt when I finally realized u were no good for me.
My face changed in the split of a moment as if a fraction stood still.
As I wiped u from my expression knowing it was for real.
Stepping in to the knowin shamed the image of what I became.
Lost within u goin astray as I fell from the enjoyment of pain.
It hurt to luv u n it hurt to let u go.
Yet, I don't hurt no more as I remembered who I was unable to here ur moans.
The day time relapsed in my mind on truths walkin outta ur closet.
Skipping twiddle le dee as my rib lost it.
That was the day I found a deeper version of self abandoned by the pause.
Unable to see my worth in ur eyes or even a cause.
N as I sit n remanence on what I felt back when life come around.
I thanked for showing I'm more than an others clown.
So take this goodbye n know u couldn't hold me under.
The best thing about u was u were an excellent luv'r.