In the struggle rocking back n forth.
Alone n sitting as hands twitch from the sworn.
Four walls closing in closer than comfort can handle.
As the mind chants an over the limit ramble.
Going insane on the undertow of pains swallow.
Dumping out the frustration in bursts completing the hallow.
Drained mentally the heart follows suit.
How in the fuck did I wind up here without a clue?
Tightened up in a spindle intertwined with raging fear.
Feeding emotions cutting loose on invisible tears.
Back n forth is the teeter of thoughts runnin away.
Lost n enclosed secluded from what makes sense n afraid.
Beyond all reason time stands still in a moment of disbelief.
As sober as an uncracked bottle waiting to ease the relief.
Knees kneeled capture the fade of the stance buckled.
Trapped within a world unlike urs confused be the shuffle.
Damn near losing the minds capability to perform reasonably.
The snap reaches a smile irritated by the demented irresistible leak.
Gone behind closed doors the weave bobs from frustrations grasp.
Solo breakin the silence is limits crossed in the spaz.
Titled left then flung right tryin to shake off the never ending sequel.
Repeating everyday like the last lingering into the now if subliminal.
At the doorstep of defeat with nothing but air to swing on.
Drifting from concrete grounds to the sinkin of the void.
Under pressure beneath the weight of irrefutable evidence mounted up.
Riding emotional waves that can't touch the shores rushed.
Rollin outta momentum drowning in the deep goes the grip.
Physically worn like a coat made from a wild beast is the skin.
Life's lil project so incomplete n missing valuable pieces gone.
N this is the comin of the rage built up due to bein beaten by the gong.
Twisting a turn the spine bends for the break.
As the body shifts to stay intact before its too late.
Crazy as it sounds tapping out has become the passage found.
Cracked n leaking in the dark where no one can feel nor hear nor see the pound.
Beatin through the chests cage ripping out the drip of the hardest of times.
Sittin in a maddened away pluckin out optical illusions in my life.