Curiosity of single is the question.
Seems there's some things I've neva mentioned.
Yet to ask is to evolve an answer.
N I ain't the one to lie on self's behalf with a great enhancer.
Feedin luv the table was full.
Believin in sine other shit as the neva pulled trough.
Substances took the man outta the thrill of me.
N not a one touched as they trampled the dream.
It was not I that fell short tryin to ride out in what was thought of as a turn.
Life took a whip n through itself in reverse.
Soles stepped on the nakedness of my emotions.
Bared n beaten beyond consumptions dying devotion.
Standin in the way superman had no way to help.
My invincibility became transparent as I too was no longer felt.
The high took em n left me in the middle of luv looking out.
After depths of reality had gotten twisted ripping vocals for talking out loud.
Luv I have on a level that damn near did me in to let go of.
N another that followed her up from the backside jus went too far as u felt the touch.
Two prior of a six yr stretch is where I began.
Letting luv in my heart to experience what makes a man.
Sittin solo my heart chuckles for it knows what I'm about.
I didn't lose bcuz I wasn't enough, I lost due to the drugs that changed what was once proud.
Taking on 7 other kids on top of my own n handling the work load like a beast.
To losing the power I had for there was nothing to be done so it seemed.
Hands went up. I had to go.
Savin self wasn't so selfish once they lost control.
So that wonder of why a man like me steps alone.
Jus know, what turns on me is a place called home...