Eyes wide rotatin with the head set on swivel n not yet dizzy. I'm witness to those standing behind me at the bottom near the end of the rope set a flame with a fizzle. Blood shields the vision of a luvd one needin a hand to be lent tryin to bounce back from the unknown. Thinner than water flowin downstream, family has failed a member lookin for a familiar face as an outcast I've been thrown. Livin my time away cuz it's mine to live n it will be remember as self was homeless n struggling to keep character in frame wit those from behind the curtains that have appeared before the presence of truth. N I can't say it enough as I speak of friends takin place of siblings as I to them have a use. Life!!! No obligations will force a smile across my grunt that clings to who's stepped up n proved they earned my trust. So fuck u is the best way to communicate in a way that I need not anyone whom didn't give a piece of compassion as a sat near the gutters n alleys crushed...... But I'm back!!! N I got a new force of support back in me on a new direction of pure honesty wantin nothin but the best for me n mine. Hmmm, it's bout fuckin time! Much appreciated....