Beneath the smile I know it's all for nothin.
You'll walk away leavin me with my heart in one hand n my dick in the other for the rubbin.
Life will linger into the unknown of better days that await.
I didn't want much anyways.
Jus someone to show me the reason I take up that empty space in their life.
But ain't that somethin when u don't know where to hide.
To be unnoticed when it's all said n done.
Takin another piece of me as legs begin to run.
I know it's enjoy what one has while it remains.
But damn, for once can it find a way to wanna stay.
My all is jus tired of dependin on endless promises that never pull through.
Somehow touchin shit within as I am of no good use.
Who knew I'd be the one at the finish line unable to cross waitin on my turn.
Left with the loneliness of when will I ever learn.
As the madness is comforted with the ease of lettin go.
The one that's always there jus wantin to go home.
Yeah, I know imma fall short of ur happiness u can never find.
It's the part I play hopin to be more in ya mind.
Behind ur eyes that can't seem to find my worth.
Yet, can ramble on about how I'm everything in ur life that makes sense within ur words.
N it hurts that imma havta take every fuckin blow.
Opened up attemptin luv as u fold.
Holding the queen of hearts in my hands.
When the man in me will never be enough yet again.
Ur as friendly as ur conviction doin time walkin in relations of blame.
Forcin my retaliation that'll never give u the light of day.
I'll never hate u for bein who u are.
I'm nothing like the image in ur head of me emptyin my heart.
Drained to the drip as what will be is what must be.
Under cover luv'r, please jus leave me be...