Open my eyes n allow me to feel again.
I'm blinded by my pasts remains.
My hearts simply not commuting anymore.
Idled out n runnin away it's been torn.
Goin to waste in the middle of my mind.
Thoughts fade as I slowly ease through time.
I'm not one to shy away from Luvs touch.
It's jus I'm afraid as once I was clutch.
Distant now n scared of the secret connection.
Unable I am to resemble who I was in my reflection.
Lost in my own stare refusing to play the game of tenderness.
I believe I've forgotten my own fuckin happiness.
Misguided by trust claiming who it is I was in left field.
N I cannot find me beneath this monsters shield.
Crack the capsule that hides a man wantin to live.
I'm in here somewhere frozen with so much to give.
Held captive for pleasure brings the pain.
Tryin to resist once again the rearranged tone of my name.
My passion aches in it suffocation goin numb.
Don't let me drift any further inward n alone muted n hushed.
I want out but I jus don't know the way.
I wonder up stumbling on the other end of the game.
As my guard went down n I felt me die.
The walkin dead u see is not how I wanna live my life.
N not jus anyone will do for me to respond.
For code red is comin of the flat line in need of a bond.
Pry me apart n save whatever may be left.
It's yours if u can get me back to my best.
Cradled within this lonely waking hrs of