Back from my knees as a nonbeliever.
Damn thing called luv strayed as I couldn't retrieve her.
The pain was unbearable as I felt the fine lines of done.
Standin in the middle of life left to die without my home.
Shit was crazy the way my emotions ached from the loss.
Misplaced I collapsed internally as the mind couldn't halt.
Yeah, it snapped n I remembered who I was even though I cried.
With the man in me finding reason that she has a life with time.
As I'm jus not that piece that fits quite like she was for me.
Yeah, I've been there at the edge of no return n lost my balls.
N I'm here as a more well rounded individual seeking happiness once n for all.
Don't doubt who it is u think u see for I'm jus one man wantin to be felt.
Neva desperate as self knowin I luv myself but would luv to melt.
Somethin real with a look that'll accept a presence who is humanly sane.
It's called being alive n findin who it is within that cares for the gain.
Who's out there that doesn't feel afraid to openly give worth?
I'm not asking u but tryin to relate beneath the surface unheard.
I'm diggin for the pleasures of the heart as the mind is in control.
Where are u mentally as yesterday is gone n today is exposed?