Carved in stone...

Misunderstood due to the way u think.
I needed u to hate me. So I can breathe.
You'd still be runnin around tellin tales.
Of how u own my heart. N how u ride my rails.
Ur a locomotive n I'm jus one simple man.
I had to turn away. As I stood patiently. Damn.
The reality in my eyes came in to focus with u.
Don't get it twisted. I realized my worth was used.
U had go. I had to get to goin where comfort was.
Sittin around waiting on u only lost me in luv.
For u to disappear is the logic for me to live.
Letting go. U see. There was nothin left to give.
Get ur tongue under control when u speak my name.
I meant u no harm. Yet, I finalized the game.
Put a stamp on ur seal n mailed that shit off.
Ur twisted ways of me runnin when u needed me....
Hmm. Yeah. That last time I enjoyed watching u leave.
Done. For its ur turn at the spite knowing ur lies did us in.
So when u listen to the wind jus know we're not friends.
My tongue is muted on the Bs u pulled at my expense.
N these saloon doors no longer swing to ur periodic remembrance.
You've been cut the fuck loose so I had a chance.
Tryin to find a rhythm for my heart to dance.
Not wantin another disappointment that reminds me of u.
N that's the truth. Please hate me in full bloom.
Remember I walked away as u sat there lying.
Witness to us dying. As I was done trying...