A different kinda mental

Thing would be I found a reason within... Same type of shit that's always been...
I jus rounded out n got a new twist with tighter lips...
N there's nothin else loosenin my smiles hinge...
Change is gonna come n it'll take the fuck off...
Somewhere around the time of thinkin self is lost...
Briefly stagin signs of goin in at all costs...
I found me sittin motionless with the moment of the pause...
Gone, under the felt expressions of wtf...
Ridin the rope hung from the haha of luv...
Takin the L for I've gotta live by trust...
Decipherin through the antics hidden beneath the touch...
Damn life went astray as a lesson for me at the bottom of time...
Purpose came outta the shadows in the shallows that could neva mind...
I went in hard n came back a different kinda mental neva to hit rewind...
As words are merely jus an insight to my sighs...
Goin wooo hearin whoas judge choices of morals made...
Knowin whispers could neva step to the value of bein sane...
On the other side I arrived plain n afraid...
Yet time was did in n put on as if the pain of fame is to be named...
The ol stranger that comes around here n there to see us through the nights...
Talkin shit n bustin chops of the chatter box that lies...
N all I've eva wanted was to claim the feel as a selfish kinda mine...
But I found the other side of me opened up n dippin in to the sky...
Feelin the ripples touch the makin of waves reachin for the shores from the deep...
I went n feel in a lil to far in a couple times jus bcuz of me...
Wantin to know is only a game of chance bringin reality to a dream...
Yet I'm better now for the fallin landed upright n literally free...