not wanting to speak first.?.

no one cares enough to become a comfort past their own selfish wants... sitting back damn near demanding the same shit they cannot give to luv... for self is the only friend desiring the catering to as if others do not exist... claiming to be so different yet resembling the same individuals eyes dismiss... all due to everyone feels they are worth more than their own attempt to give a lil bit to an other... like it's on others to show up n become the belief in fairy tales finding words to explain forever together... but not a one person opens the gates to the walls built to surround the outside world from getting in... only fools break boundaries as playing it safe from a far is more in tuned with sights that squint... pretending not to see how it is one deliberately excludes self from taking to anyone having interest... it's as if emotion refuses to admit we're all doin the back n forth routine that cripples the feel in the ribs... to rather have someone other than the one in the mirror show use as self lingers in the preferences hidden... as they have so many to give attention to their egos that have taken one to many hits as touch is even forbidden... forgetting it was a choice that rung them dry of all the hope they once had inside... faking the single life is so good behind closed doors where truths haunt the well being of their own minds... unwilling to make the initial move so an other knows they are not broken by far... jus waiting on a certain someone to enjoy a lifetime without the infliction of more inner scars... we are beside ourselves as hypocrites looking to the crowd to elude personal distinguished features that can rectify life... some being scared as others remain intact with a past where the blade is still attached to the knife... blaming one an other for mistakes in character that transformed us all into a monster fighting for luv... something not many are willing to step to bcuz we fell through the presence of what was supposed to be a thing called us... becoming afraid to speak to what could be another chance at the hope that fled... thinking, only if someone would set their words free n lay this game to rest...