easy does it...

tired of being alone n caught in the middle of having a friend... seems self doesn't wanna spend all my time with an other wanting in...

i've gotten a lil to use to doin what i wanna do to be captured so fast... emotions will rise a lil to quick so its distance that takes to what is to last...

from a far wanting to figure out what it'll take to get to know someone without giving up luv... for i do not need someone around all the time as the rush hurts the worth so clutch...

yet to get others to feel it is a waste of time bcuz the say men are always playing games... unable to realize we too feel things in our own n jus don't wanna be owned by hearts that race...

wanting to luv the other more as comforts are sidestepped to prove a point... constantly laid up doin nothing behind closed doors as if the sex is good enough to avoid...

it's a matter of having time to live with n without relations at the same time... but when i speak interest isn't kept which is a turn off flipping the switch in my mind...

i refuse to jump in to an everyday situation n be forced to feel things if plans do not work out... i jus wanna be me n enjoy moments it takes to coexist with a friend when we can come around...

easing in to the satisfaction it takes to earn what so many want for free... as i'm jus one person who has a gain to posses i cannot give myself  other than in my dreams...
i too wanna be felt but i don't wanna feel overwhelmed with the everyday need to be together all at once... it'll come when the texture softens to the tongues touch...