why ask of something when u already know what it is u wanna hear.?. i'm no answer to what's on the edge of ur mind shedding like tears... there's things i cannot become here nor there due to ur decisions to pick on flaws... i'm as human as u are guilty of wanting better so smiles enjoy the crawl... it's a waste of a situation to repeat years of past betrayals that failed to remain... so why dig for reasons to enjoy the presence of a friend to be made.?. i'll never lie n this u know for certain as tongues are the only thing inn the way... awaiting ur escape to the freedom u posses in ur hearts calling moving to a rhythm without me to entertain... we know this as u visualize a life where i do not exist... it's as if u don't even know of my intentions willing to get in the mood to so easily dismissed... yes i know of the feeling u live with as an other has come n gone taking ur heart with them on the run... now standing looking for meaning to create a life with someone new so u too can feel the comfort that resembles luv... wanting to cover what's been exposed due to u cannot get over the loss of becoming someone else... taring u apart from the walls within as ur unable to be the individual u claim to be as self... yet ur wanting the feel of a hand to pull u closer than passion can show signs of life up close n personal... for u are still dying on the descending notion of relations absent taking the defeat out on me turning away before i to am vulnerable... who is it ur waiting on as u drift with this thing u seem to have taken to.?. deceiving the willing to get to know who u are jus to find out the truth that lays beneath the surface of ur own face pretending to connect with eyes that follow use... unwilling to fall further than the touch that is eventually forbidden as issues come to terms with a sense of honesty losing valuable time one cannot get back... all bcuz u refuse to get over what was as ur emotion settled for the picking's that never found a friendship to last... blaming everyone that comes along with the nit picking due to they ain't who u want... being foolish as proof hides in mirrors in which u reside as the problem accuses other's of lusts... but who is it that forgets to be human n accept we've ll been there in a time of rejection that came as a shock.?. watch me if u must as i turn n walk away from the heart opening up that is more than a mimic mocked... i will not be defeated by condition that are not mine to fight to reclaim the norm... as i won't wait on u to decide if i'm worth the middle of life needing someone different to enjoy where we're goin...
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