the guarantee of relations...

i'm not done so why is luv dangling off my tongue.?. dripping with the emotion overflowing from the rush... tides  have come n eased back out as i sit alone.... wondering as they wander why their hearts roam... afraid to be touched with worth's gentle motion... opening others up to leave expectations to miss the vibe of their potion... doubt settles in words scrapped from the display that runs... addicted to their crazy legs spinning n creating dust... gone is the feel of free in a different sense hiding behind walls... n there's so much to give that rests here in the empty pause... i'm not feeling the abandonment as i jus ain't built that way... yet it's a way of life unable to repeat someones name... falling behind closed doors i wanna give up the goods.... following eyes that have no individuality looking at me like a piece of driftwood... not knowing how deep passion hides beneath the surface... for the right one's hands are gonna be full as feathers are a pleasure that rearranges the face... i dream of better days hoping they take a new direction from what i've known... taking interest in others more mentally grown... the void of not being able to touch someones desires as i reach for them is for the birds... the catch n release is not a sport here... there's true emotion spent every time they let go of the wheel... so it's back to the visual display that claims the same ol shit... why is it everyone plays in the shallows of a kiss... going under with the disaster that breaks the mind... moving to fast to even get to know the inner makings of someones life... as i wait for a voice to stick are in the air waves to be heard... my patience is holding on to a new way where it's not jus a physical twerk... for it's ashes to ashes as the jus can't see it playing out... jus going on with the good times as long as they last... no caring of the repeated patterns of their own past... as it's always something taken away... right in the middle of feeling someone who hides the pain... it's a loss to watch them back away from what they'll never know... forgetting who gives what as differences have been made so luv can grow... nah, i'm not finished nor am i washed up... it's jus gonna take a different kind to gain my trust... i refuse to sleep alone with a new memory to haunt my dreams... attachments suck n wants know the importance of needs... the blues cannot have me for i've dug for me under the rubble of the fall... revived my own n stood back up as a man so i can personally get used to the texture of skins awe... learning jus one more thing n that is to have the guarantee of relations that finds  me... i'm far from the point of giving up on my chuckle as the next one i don't wanna see leave... goodbyes are forever as i jus wanna go home a lil later... handling business so personal expression can live without another great debater... why is it everyone seems to be looking for an image embedded in their heads.?. knowing it was placed there due to luv'rs that left the bed... what does a silhouette have on me when i'm in the flesh... human with a stare for jus one to come along n reason with the way life jus tends to be so unfair giving bests... breathless awaits as time will wrap devotion in smiles speaking of the sacred remarks... feeling the vibe of the hearts spark arch... as i ask when n where can the finding take place for i am shameless... in their world i wanna become famous... i'm done with adding rungs to a ladder i can not climb... i want mine.!. so i to can do more than admit i'm not like most... tinging a toast...