i'm afraid to feel the pain... the betrayal of another friend yet again... i've felt it a few times over as one in particular face did me in... as i healed to redefine reason of what i will allow to shape my grin... as the heart is dedicated to the refusal of pretenders trying to own what isn't for sale... fucking emotion went haywire once upon a time ago n left me accusing self of becoming a foe with a few corrected tales... reasoning with the mirror that hurt more than any other could linger beyond the eyes could ever see... depths found the color of rain as clear as the tone that now speaks the truth of situations reaching for needs... as i am scared to let the wrong one in past the gate swinging on rusted hinges... knowing the outcome could cripple the feel to rebound from the char if ever began to singe... living on the run of being petrified to the touch i've ran a marathon multiple times inside my own fucking mind... tempting convo to step up so mindsets can give chase to my hearts life... n no bottle ever had the flavor to recue me from any type of notions gone with the wind... i'm jus different n i'm confronting the feels of explorations that round out to smell the stench... as pouring out the passion clings to the desires not interested in the twist that defeats the friend beneath the armors repellant... fighting off the halfhearted tremors caught up in the vibe of passing a lil time before the getting on releases relations attachments... i fear the typical ones that hide as if chameleons in the patterns until done with the texture in its own... failing to resemble the affects before the scorn effects of being full fucking grown... as i cannot lie as it's life on the line... i don;t wanna waste anymore time on those who find it funny to live as a part time dive...
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