u haven't felt pain until u can't have the one u have luv'd due to circumstances of the forced wedge... having to move on without them knowing they're in luv with u standing alone on their own edge... pushing u away top protect u from the choices they've made... finding life to be strange after having the one who made a difference as relations had to end with unused emotions on both ends goin separate ways singeing the flame... you've never luv'd someone on their own terms n conditions as u respect their wishes so they cannot hurt u anymore... losing moments unabled to be shared that were meant by both sides that got sidetracked by the relentless addiction that came along n ripped luv from ur core... u don't know the thoughts that'll chase u through time living a better life u couldn't provide for an other's charm... a lifestyle in which a decision was made to end the fiasco holding on to the wait that had no chance to feel them in ur arms... as the letting go remembers the first kiss to the final breath taken in plain sight... coming back to life as it takes years to surface as someone u used to be for who you've become has given up on the fight... unwilling as they've talked u into releasing who've they've become... u know nothing of the emptiness looking for something to heal the hearts redefining meaning of where in the fuck is homes trust... setting aside selfish luv to like them as a friend jus long enough to watch them fade back into this world as if they never existed... friends goin in different direction as it was a fuckin substance that changes the mindest of the emotion still alive as individuals parted... u ain't been lu'vd until eyes want u as the trun n walk away knowing they can't stop the wheels spinning outta control making passion harden... it'll fuck u over in every way witnessing someone so dear disappear to avoid destroying u... as ur to get back on board with life as they make u promise you'll enjoy life without them telling u ilu...
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